CNY?

What time is it?

Ohh yea, tomorow's Chinese New Year ; right?

HHey, im sorry i didint get to post anything last two days.

Its just ... something soo sad happened.

I dont feel like saying it out.

But if you really care about me, and you wanna know,

Okay, i'll tell you here.

My grandfather just passed away during 300111. Its near Chinese New Year.

And if you wanna know the details, look at the newspaper.

星洲日报. 1-2-2011's newspaper, 大都会.

Thankyou. Erm... Its the biggest one.

The biggest one, and the handsome-est one.

Choi Choi Choi. HAHAH, okay, he really is. (:

He really means alot to me. (;

Its like , too sudden to get news that he passed away. :'(

Im like , crying the whole day. And its the FIRST time seeing my dad crying.

So, the grownup's cried soo much too.

Everytime i saw them cry, i feel like crying too.

Its just ... Too sad too bad news to uss.

Okay, okay, I dont wanna talk about this anymore.

Its just making me sad , sad and more sad.

Lets talk about Chinese New Year.

Aww... how are you guys?

Balik Kampung dy tak? Haha.

Erm, im not going to celebrate that happily this year.

As you know ...

YEA. I STILL MISS MY GRANDFATHER. AND I WANT HIM BACK SO BADLY.

Aww, seriously. I miss him so much. :'(

We cant wear RED.

Thats okay. Cause I dont really feel like wearing RED.

But. The clothes I bought before are wasted?

Urm, maybe not.

Just wear 素色 for 49 days?

I think i can do that.

(:   GAMBATEH.     

My grandfather, I'll always remember you.

You will always belong in my deap heart.

Before you pass away, i know you hurt alot and alot.

But now, you can rest . You can rest now.

Grandpa,REST IN PEACE. (;

I'll always wish that its a really long nightmare that I can wake up right now. (:   SLEEP TIGHT.